Hurt myself again

Today i hurt myself by using a piece of glass.. I cut my left wrist. And it's bleeding. Now, got scars on my wrist. I felt pain for awhile. I just felt itchy when the blood cames out. My friends saw what im doing, but they didn't stop me. How's great if i straight away cut my wrift deeply.. =p Shit man, reminds me bout how i try to kill myself last time. Last time i hurt myself cuz of love. Now still the same. I really feel like killing myself. I was young at that time. Should be forgiven. This is what the people says. But how's now? Am i still young to kill myself? I have thousand reasons to do that.. How im going to be strong since im weak n there's have many things bring me down? Sigh. I really wish to be happy so that peoples around me would feel better. But i guess this is really impossible. Im making my friends hate n dislike me even the person that i love very much. I bet they will forget me after i dissapear.. I hope i will not feel regret after i do this. Sorry my friends and my loves one.. Hope you all live happily..n every good things come over you. And for you, my love, sorry what i've done to you.. Im always wish to be with you. But after all, i guess that is also an impossible thing. Hug. All the best to you in your new life. Lastly, i just wanna say I love you.