It has been awhile.. since i post on this blog.
I want to blog. Blog at somewhere that peoples hardly to find out. So here it is.
These words came from deepest side in my heart.

What's wrong with you and what's wrong with me?

Why do we have to argue everytime because of her?
Please tell me why?
It's not that i love to bring up this topic.
It's just that you don't understand how do i feel whenever you layan her. and you've choose not to understand.

Who i am in your heart?
Who she is in your heart?

Why can't you keep your promise to me?
Why did you break it?
Why did you break it because of her?
Why her?

You can finished the phone credit in 2 to 3 days times just to chat with her.
It's not about the money issue im talking about.
It's about me, YOUR GIRLFRIEND, ME!!
Who i am to you?

I hate her.
Because she ruined our relationship over and over again.

and i begins to hate you.
because you stand on her side whenever we argued.

I'm fucking dissapointed when i knew you lied to me.

I'm fucking sad because you don't get me, i don't get you.

I'm fucking depress because i have to check your handphone everytime.

You know what, i hate to do this.
because i don't trust you.

I don't know how to build my trust to you.

You broke my trust to you. It's you!

I'm fucking sick because of this.
Don't you get it?

Tell me if its wrong to help you to save money?
You says i shouldn't intefere your life?
just because i asked you to watch movie some other day? with me?
I just wanted to accompany you so that you won't be alone.
I'm your girlfriend and you're my boyfriend.
I would still wanted to accompany you for the movie eventhough i had never watch before.

Once again, i shed my tears.

I feel so insecure.

I don't mind if you're broke. I don't mind at all!! even it is so hard to go thru.. i just don't mind, its because i love you.

Whenever you layan her, you just don't have any idea that you have broke my heart.

and i'm the one who picking up the pieces.

I hate whenever you say ok, but you know you're not ok then you bring it up when we argue.

I hate that alot..

You says i like to pick up the fight everytime, don't care wether you are sick, unwell, or whatever.

Have you ever think about who is the one who made this things to become a fight?

You says there's many things you have to worry about.. its the reason that i shouldn't pick up fight with you.

What about me?

My studies? My family? My financial?

You sounds that i have nothing to worry about.

I dislike you say sorry to me when you don't even mean it.
you know why. because things happens over and over again. Repeating.
yet you don't realize.

I feel thankful that whatever you did it to me.

You have no idea how i appreciate whatever things you done it to me.
You bought me cloths. I wear it twice a week.
The first time that you gave me pocket money, I keep the note until now. Eventhough i'm broke, i didn't use it.
I keep the movie tickets.
Whenever we go out, i hold your hand tightly.. it's because i appreciate the time when we're together.

Do you know that?

I bet you don't even know..

If I don't love you that much, I won't give a damn whoever that you chat with.
If I don't love you that much, I won't be sitting down here and still crying since all the way you send me home.
If I don't love you, i won't hugs you tightly...

.Plain Obsess

I really dislike 'people' jokes on me. In a way, insult me which I HATE the most!!!

Who do you think you are? WTF! I keep quite, that doesn't mean i scare of you just because i don't wanna talk to you. Do you want to know why? Because of your personality. You can speak fluently in english so what? That doesn't mean I can't speak fluently for the rest of my life. Before i know you, I thought you're kind of friendly person ever since you're working in public services industry. To tell you the truth, you're too proud of yourself and you totally gross me out!!

My point is, Please respect other peoples. Treat them equally. Otherwise, people will hate you just like i do.

and you.. I'm not suprise that you will stand on her side and talk to me. I'm not being upset either. Its just pathetic that you can't even differentiate the right or the wrong. I love the way who you are but not now. I can say, no more. I'd never expect you to stand on my side because i know you won't. It's damn plain wrong that i expect you to treat me friendly. Somehow i realise that you two are mean to be with each other. Not being dissapoint cuz I live my life. For you, think rationally.

Chinese New Year 2007

Gong Xi Fatt Cai~!!

Wishing everyone good health and prosperity!!

By the way, where is my angpow? Heehee!!

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这是一个很古老的传说...

很久以前在老虎王国住着一对兄妹. 它们各自持有特殊的能力. 哥哥有一对千里眼;妹妹则有一对顺风耳... 它们一起长大, 渡过快乐与悲伤. 它们爱上了对方.. 它们知道这段爱情是不被应许的..但它们无法控制自己!!

父亲知道后大发雷霆; 母亲以泪洗脸.. 所有的人都对它们指指点点. 这两兄妹也非常难过..

它们把上天赐给它们的礼物都一一放弃了, 它们选择了爱情.. 哥哥的眼睛看不见了; 妹妹的耳朵也听不到了. 外人说什么它们都不再知道了...

千年以后, 有位音乐家听了这个凄美动人的爱情故事大受感动.. 他作了一首曲子. 我听了这首曲子不禁悲从中来. 希望你也会感动.
那歌词是这样的..

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"两只老虎, 两只老虎..
跑得快, 跑得快...
一只没有眼睛, 一只没有耳朵..
真奇怪! 真奇怪!!"

唉~ 真可怜...

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有趣的QQ

刚才send了一封sms给我的小QQ(舅舅). 麻烦他向我的婆婆讨几家餐厅的电话号码.

不久.. 我就收到他的reply.

他写道:-
婆婆问你是不是钓到大金龟了,马上要嫁了,要摆喜酒了,记得'掠'多几围台啊!
美沁餐厅去去印拔梨黎, 夜来香去去鳄鱼帮拉..无数多谢啦~

o_O

哈哈.. 超让我摸不着头脑的. 可气又可笑! 你们有谁知道去去印拔梨黎和去去鳄鱼帮拉代表什么号码吗? 我小QQ就是那么的可爱. 他很疼我的噢~!! 真是幸福呢!!

这几天心情超好的.. 你感觉得到吗?