L.O.V.E II

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.

But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real,and it exists in me.

I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,and forever it will stay.

My 1st Salary!!!

Buahahahahahahahahahahaha... Finally i got my salary d. Stupid Citigroup!! 1k!! $.$

But... I had hand over half salary to my parents... They are so happy.. Adui..

To date, i have 12 approvals. Wowee! This is the thing that i should cherish about. *LoL*

K lah. Gotta sleep. Tomorrow 'work' hard!! ;p

Miss you right now.

An idiot and 2 stiupid =.=

Stupid company!!

Stupid people!!

Stupid job!!

Stupid!!!

Dexter, you are a total idiot, a dickhead! Never ever let me see you, i will slap you for sure. Yes! In front of peoples. Idiot people with stupid conversation. Don't you dare to talk about me!!

Fucking Citigroup! Where is my salary? I'd been worked for more than a month yet haven't get my pay. Stupid! How am i going to shop for my outfit since im broke?

Stupid Des, wanna ask my mum for a meal.. Em di gi bok mai?! Fat hao!! Say that he is very close to my mum. Aih.. Bullshit larr.. Go and layan your gf lah.. Bikin semak only!! =.=

Fuh! Tomorrow gaji day. Or else, strike then.

Im fuckin tired and depress. I just hope I can smile. Just that simple. All I want is that.

The trouble with love is...

Love can be a many splended thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all

Now I was a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride

The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is the) trouble with love is
(It can tear you up inside) it can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is) It's in your heart it's in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall) You're losing all control
(And you can’t refuse the call)So you’ve got no say at all

I've got to let you know

1. I love you not because of who you are, butbecause of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界.

I love the land below da wind!

These are some scenery that i'd captured during my flight to Tawau. I would like to share it because it is soooooooooo beautiful. Yeah! It's Kota Kinabalu, capital of Sabah.



See! It's so amazing, isn't it? *grins* Perfect picture.. Moutain, blue blue sky, cloud, land and sea..

Mount Kinabalu

and... the island.. *winks*

As I jumped off the building...

我看到了10F 恩爱的阿呆夫妇正在互殴.

...

我看到了9F平常坚强的 Peter正在偷偷哭泣.

8F的阿妹发现未婚夫跟最要好的朋友在床上.

...

7F的丹丹在吃她的抗忧郁症药.

6F失业的阿喜还是每天买7份报找工作.

5F受人尊敬的王老师正在偷穿老婆的内衣.

.....

4F的 Rose 又和男友闹分手.

3F的阿伯在盼望有人会拜访他.

2F的莉莉还在看她那张结婚半年就失踪的老公照片.

...

在我跳下之前,我还以为我是世上最倒霉的人...

现在我才知道每一个人都有不为人知的困境.

我看完他们之后深深觉得,其实自己过的还不错..

所有刚才被我看的人都在看我

...

我想他们看到我以后,也会觉得自己其实过得还不错.

爱情,我输了.

*感叹* 要怎样开始呢?

自从工作那天起,生活变得很忙碌.每天需应付不同的人,同样的话,说了千遍万次,为了还是钱
.每天都在努力奋斗.在这期间,发生了许多事.有快乐,有悲伤.

快乐?不懂算不算.

认识了一位男生,和他交往,最终分手.爱,来得快也逝得快.原以为自己放得开,但眼泪证明那是错的.

他,是我的同事,女朋友在外地念书.几乎每一个小时都和他在一起,日久生情,我和他选择在一起.朋友们都不看好这段情,而我觉得不会有好的结果.可是,我选择逃避.

天天和他一起上班,吃饭,下班.虽然每天都见面,但每晚我们还是会谈电话.上班前和下班时他会吻我,工作时手牵手,和他在一起很快乐.

快乐不长久.每一晚我都在担心,他和她会因我不欢而散.和另个女生分享自己所喜欢的人的确很难过.说实,我很恨自己,为什么我会是第三者? 我讨厌第三者,我恨第三者!!他也知道我很难受,安慰我说,他需要时间来解决.

一天比一天难受.最终过不了自己的那一关,和他谈分手.以为说了就解决,万万想不到自己会流眼泪.
我败给了爱情.彻彻底底的.

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

现在在想,要怎么面对他呢? 很苦恼!!心底有些恨他,,因为他所说过的话刺痛我的心.我必须面对,比他更坚强.笑的要比他的更灿烂!

日子多痛苦始终都要面对.算是一种磨练吧! 我要我的生命比以前更色彩.

上帝,请您一路扶持着我.阿门.

I wanna know

Yeah, ohhhhhhhh yeah
Alright, oh, oh, oh

It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, mm
Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah
Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
(I Like to know)
So I can be all that and more
(I'd like to know)
I'd like to know what makes you cry
(sooo)
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Girl he never understood what you were worth, mm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, ahh
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
(I Wanna to know)
So I can be all that and more
(I'd like to know)
I'd like to know what makes you cry
(sooo)
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
(I Wanna to know)
So I can be all that and more
(I'd like to know)
I'd like to know what makes you cry
(sooo)
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

oh tell me tell me!
Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true
Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true
yeah yeah yeah yeah..

I wanna know what turns you on
(I like to know, I'd like to know)
So I can be all that and more
(I wanna know)
I'd like to know what makes you cry
(sooo)
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

L.O.V.E

Love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can't live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back. Listen to your heart. No sense in life without this. To make the journey without falling deeply in love, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try, because if you haven't tried, then you haven't lived.