雨一直的下..
看着他那一篇post,
心,还在痛..泪,依然还淌着.
他把我隔在友情和爱情之间的灰色地带, 让我不知所措.
试问这样对我公平吗?
我非常恨我自己为什么痴?!
以前的我,不是这样子的.
为什么变得如此软弱?
对, 他对那份爱的执著, 别人看了,听了会觉得伟大. 但那是过去的事啊!
我不再对他有什么期待... 也许是很难放下..
不过, 他让我知道一路以来他在想些什么...
或许,那个不是我要的答案, 但我试着去接受.
虽然我恨他, 但还是希望他可以开开心心的面对人生.
这里有太多太多的回忆, 我好想离开.. It's a matter of time.
或许来世吧, 我还是会选择当他的朋友...
或许有人会说,我的心窄,看不开..我逃避..
但这一切都不重要了..
再怎么努力争取, 我也试过了..
这就算是唯一一个能让我忘记他的办法.
November 16, 2006
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6 comments:
la la hoho dng jang jo la oe ju li..i dont understand wat ur writing lah....
>.< U right on track meh? I tot u hilang diri dun know where u travel this time.. Sigh~ U better don't get to understand it.. So Sad~
hmmm...well, let me seee... being sad is alright, but don't be sad for too long okay. I didn't travel this time, was busy studying =.= exam coming leh.. can't goyang kaki like u lah.. ish ish =P
eEeEeEeEe~ c lst ler.. I've gotta stay away from guys!! >.< Or i've just put a sign, 'stay away from me'
Hey Mark, I don't goyang kaki one ler. I stay home and there's lotsa houseworks are waiting for me. GrRrRr.. I'm just like a mama..
woww...mama??? mummy mummy christy! =P hahaha..take it as a housewife training lor..it would be an advantage in the future or should i say present even..hehehe
I will be a good and sexy mama..~!! *buahahaha*
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