November 15, 2006

以泪洗脸

感情, 本来是件非常简单的东西. 却因为妒嫉和心机, 而变得复杂并令人彻底心痛. 正当一些心怀不轨的人设下圈套,要你一步一步掉下来, 要你痛不欲生; 你反而得活得更加精彩, 更加自在. 快乐与否, 决定权毕竟还是在你手中.

是吗? 看不见他我会不由自主地想起他; 看见他我会更心痛难过. 我恨他!! 超恨他!! 为什么会这样子? 为什么我始终放不下他? 我没尝试过吗? 我的心灵被蒙着还是我再也找不到比他更好的男生? 我快要崩溃了. 谁能救我? 他到底有什么好? 喜欢一个人很难; 要彻底忘记一个人更难! 为何我那么难受? 我很害怕我会一直等下去...越踩越深.. 我无法将自己抽出. 心痛很难受!! 你知道吗?!!

".....If fate is kind for us, our own paths will become one..." 不会实现的美丽寓言.再念下去只会让自己更心疼.

不行! 我要把我和他之间的一切回忆给毁灭!!

今年的生日愿望, 不求些什么, 只求能忘记他, 彻彻底底地忘记他...
我相信它会实现的...
爱我的人, 也会认同吧?
上帝不会对我那么残酷的, 是吗?

4 comments:

joyce said...
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*yinG^xu3`* said...

>.< may i know who drop and delete this comment?

joyce said...

sorry, christy. it was me..

My comment regrding the books was posted here initially..

when i realised my mistake, i copied, repasted it in its rightful place, then deleted this one.

sorry for my mistake.. hope it has not made you gone into the niu jiao jian.

be happy, christy.. life is too short to hold misery..fill it up with happiness..

you have such beautiful smile..i think a frown face doesn't suit you.. keep smiling.. :)

*yinG^xu3`* said...

Hey Joyce, Thanks ya! I hope i will be alright soon. :)