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Hmm.. Where am I right now? What am I thinking? What am I doing? I feel like I am at lost but I'm ok with it. Hahaha.. What the hell I'm talking about..

Well, I was about to start my healthy lifestyle. but it's failed. Talk about morning jog. I woke up on 5am, pitch dark and cold. Wondering if there's anyone who jogging, but satu bayang pun tiada.. Wanted to wake my mum up but she seems like having a sweet dream. Sitting down there and wondering should i go or shouldn't. At last, i didn't make it because I scare of those silly wild dogs. They bark and bite!! GrrRrrRrR...

5 days to go...

Empty heart. Begins to hate of these days. Yea, single life. I mean single available and single unavailable. Single unavailable, it is because your heart hold for someone but you're single; Single available means you're single and your heart hold nothing. Which kind of single life I'm having? bla bla bla...

Nowadays, I feel like I'm living in my own world. You see, friends around me are attached. Whatever they're doing, talking, acting are totally different than mine. I feel so....empty.. Sometimes I feel like I'm talking to myself even they are around. I do feel excited and enjoy to chill out with friends, especially my close friends. But everytime they seems like busy.. Even if their gf/bf is not around, they can be super busy sms-ing with each other. After all, the session became so......quite and I feel like being BOYCOTT. Sigh. I really dislike it. Somehow I think it's better if I stay home. Sorry friends, but that is how I feel.

Do I really have to make myself more socialize?

Haih... How r?

Some people wouldn't feel sleepy after a cup of coffee, some people don't..